Ange, there’s so much I wanna tell you. But you aren’t here. Some days I wonder what it WOULD be like if you were still alive.
B, there’s so much I wanna tell you too. So many things that are on my heart. I feel like there’s so much pressure. So much hate when I am with you. I’m tired you know? I’m tired of telling lies to back you up. Tired of letting you direct me in whichever direction YOU want to go. I’m tired of being under YOUR control. I don’t even think you understand the choices that everyone makes for YOU. We always give you the last word. We give you the choices and let you decide what and where you wanna go when we go out to eat. I don’t understand why you are so rude to mom and dad. Why you don’t even say thankyou when they drive you. Or even the little things. I’m so tired. I know you don’t like being at home. Guess what? Me neither. I’m sick and tired of the fights that you pick with people. I’m sick and tired of the brokenness in the family. I’m tired of having to put up with your anger and frustration. Im tired of having to watch my back because I’m AFRAID of you. I’m tired of being your sister. You don’t treat me like a sister. I feel like I’ve lost not just one sister. I’ve lost two. Lost you and angel.
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